Been fooled ONCE again

How can I be so stupid? Haven't I learned from my past experiences? I really wanna cry. On the first place why did i have to believe all those made-up stories he told me. He told me, he love. He cared and everything! LIES LIES LIES. I can't explain the hurt i feel right now. i never expected that the people i love are also the people who would hurt me. i just want to cry the pain away