From friends to a one-sided love story (chp. 4)

Its nice to know that Edward was fully recovered from the heartache that Carmela caused him. He pursued life as if nothing happened which is a good thing. Eventually, he fell for Aiya. Aiya is also a close close close friend of mine. in fact she was the first person I knew when i first stepped foot on high school. I noticed that Edward was totally having a major crush on her. Then he asked me to help him to win her. I just don't get it! Doesn't he learn from his mistakes? geez! That's when gossips started. Everyone thought that Edward was only using Aiya to forget Carmela. But I stood up for him! I told those people that those gossips ain't true. Then I don't know how they got so intimate with each other that made me feel worried. Why? What if Edward would end up broken hearted again? What if he's gonna blame me about all the things that happened about him and his hopeless love life? Its okay if they're so deep in their infatuation but the bad thing is whether they deny it or not they're DISPLAYING it. They keep on holding hands, hugging, and they're always sticking together as if they're glued. Everyone knew how close Edward and I were. They kept complaining on me about Edward and Aiya's PDAs. I know they're only concerned but so do I. But why complain on me?

Now this is where my problem starts. Do you know the feeling of falling for someone you should not fall for? I dont know why, but everytime he holds my hand, hugs me, sit with me and everytime he lay his head on my legs it just make me feel so happy. People find it normal about those stuff about me and Edward because they know that we're only really close. I was starting get jealous of Aiya. Everytime time they're together, I tend to go away in order not to hurt myself. Clarrisse is my close friend too. I told her everything about what i feel for Edward. She would say AWTS eveytime she sees me seeing Edward and Aiya together. But I ain't selfish! Im really proud to say that im not! Coz if im selfish, would i help Edward??

But he doesn't know that. Coz all he thinks about is his self.



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From friends to a one-sided love story (chp. 3 )

Well, let say Edward was so determined to win Carmela back. He talked to the department head if he could be in our curriculum and he promised her to do everything not to let her down. The department head saw how determined he was so he agreed. Edward did everything to win Carmela back, but too bad it was all for nothing.

It was very hard for me to see Edward having a very hard time moving on. Sometimes he still believed there's still hope even though there's no more. He used to talk to me on what to do. I really felt guilty. Why? I was the one who really wanted them to be together. I tried my best for Edward to notice her. I can really feel how bad he felt about everything. I tried my very best to help him be his old self again. And slowly I think Im doing a great job. We would do stuff and have fun together. He trusted me and so did I. I used to know everything about him. My mom always approve on whatever I ask her if she'll know that Edward was with me. His mother and his siblings was also close to me. We would do things together. Like sit ,talk,laugh,eat together. GAHHD I really miss the old times. Like how he would entrust to me his belongings when his gone. I also remember how he used to cheer me up when i was so upset about my mom. haiiz..

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